Fragile Princess

once upon a time in the fairytale,
Some princess who people see is the lucky girl because by being a princess, she looks like have an amazing life and have everything people want in the world. but behind all of that pretty thing.
In the deep inside, she just a fragile princess.
For a while I think thats imposible if a princess is just a fragile princess..
But now I know, every princess in this world is jst a fragile princess.
behind all of that perfect thing, she have what we should called the most hurting feelings.

how can I said like that?
its just because imma princess in my little castle and even though i always smile, laugh, and being crazy like i dont have a little problem.. but its not mean that I'm a perfect princess with the perfect world.

I know I have everything that everyone want to have,
Beauty Castle, The Best King and Queen, and a lot of friends..
But deep inside of myself i have the biggest thing what can make me feels so scared, sad, and this is the most hurting feelings.

what kind of feeling, how can it can make me feel so fragile?
it not about my castle or my crown.. its about some people who I love.

Hey this is the pict when I was a baby hahaha... cute, right? ;p

 On that picture, can you see whats the monster on that? 

Yeap.. thats a lizard -_- I hate lizard so much.

but still the princess is look cute, 

 LOL this is the most cutie silly baby hahaha....

and this is my first crown ;] 

cute, cool, beauty, pretty, and adorable right?

haha yea this is me and my perfect crown

 Okie dokie, back to the story.

When I was born, everything is so perfect to me..

I have the best parents, and the best castle i ever knew.

I grew up to be a wonderful girl, crazy, stupid, and little freak..

but this is me, i dont even care about the haters.

I just do what I love and love what I do ;]

dont like my style? uhm.. maybe you should buy a miror and check yours first lol ;p

I am who I am, judge me, hate me, I'll always be me anyway :D

K'so dont waste your time with judging someone

This is me when Im not a little girl anymore, but still cute ;p

 By the way, I love my hair so much ;]

 I think he's more beautiful than me, are you think so?
hahahahaa... LOL

 And this is me :D

and until one day I meet my Prince..

He's my everything, he can handle me,

he can make me smile without trying..

No one can take his place on my heart..

This is him 

I just can be so weird and freak with him, its mean im comfortable with him. I can be my self when I'm with him. we do everything together, words can describe how much he mean to me. he never treat me like I'm a princess of my castle. but he treat me like Im his princess, and he just be him self when he talk to me, thats why I love him.

Every moment with him is the best part of my life.

But he leave me now.. 

 I cant breath without him, but i have to..

I lost my Prince, and my hair too..

two things that I really love is gone.
My hair can grew up again, but my prince?
He never come back

now, my life just like an empty room.

Im always waiting, waiting for something that i dont know whats that.

Maybe so many people think if it was good to be me, have a perfect world.

even though i have a castle, i have a beautiful crown, pretty gown, and a lot of people arround me,

its doesn't mean that Im perfectly in happy and perfect world.

We'll happy, if we can smile with people who we love, who we cant live without, who know about us right, and who know to treat us and make us be ourself if we close to each other.

okay so, the only one my problem is :

I HATE TO LOST SOMEONE